Jesus found Himself in scriptures (Prophecies in the old Testament). What you do not know, you would not do.
If you do not know what’s available for you, you would not claim. Bible is full of claims.
Find out who are in Christ Jesus according to the scriptures. God does not see you but Christ in you and what the blood has done for you.
Everything God wants you to have it has been provided in Christ Jesus. There is something amazing when you sit and talk bible.